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Rainy Martini, a shutterbug who doesn't have her own equipment. Appreciates blurry shots, light streaks, birds, the sky, tea, stop motion films and marshmallows. Please replace this with your profile. *winks*

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Saturday, December 24, 2011 @ 12/24/2011 08:51:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

finally, its my birthday.

On 23rd, my kolligs celebrated for me at green room cafe.

Feeding cake session:

Now the present!!!

Check out my new FR2 skates from SEBA!

Tuesday, December 13, 2011 @ 12/13/2011 10:59:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

may this sweet love be long-lasting.

never expect you to come along in my life.

but there you are.

you found me.

♥♥♥

Monday, December 12, 2011 @ 12/12/2011 12:54:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

oh my..

here i am to do some blogging.

firstly, my bangkok aunt did not make it.

she passed away last wednesday morning.

a good thing afterall?

her misery and pain ended.

my school has also already started.

i am so not feeling the vibe of studying at all.

oh well, thank god its only one and a half year.

it soon will be over.

and finally.

I found someone.

11.11.2011.

muhammad salihin bin salim.

be my last one..

Thursday, October 13, 2011 @ 10/13/2011 01:00:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

SCHOOL's STARTing real soon.

I started dating........

Saturday, September 17, 2011 @ 9/17/2011 01:02:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

well, this post is for my best friend.
even though its kinda of late for this like happy birthday post,
but nevertheless, better be late than never.
some artists have die hard fans, well I have this die hard friend.
nothing beats to have this friend of mine.
sometimes, you feel like she is floating away, but she can reassure that she's not.
thank god, she has no bf yet.
if not, she might have no time for me.
but god's willing laa, i hope she will marry one day.
so this time, no presents for her.
actually maybe I did get her this cheapskate present.
like this photobook, but you have to do it like yourself.
other than that, i paid for her hard rock hotel stay at Penang, excluding air tickets!
which is like coming soon, end September!!
well lucky me, I have this die-hard friend, which I love her to the MAX!!

Tuesday, September 06, 2011 @ 9/06/2011 01:39:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

Saturday, September 03, 2011 @ 9/03/2011 03:05:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

fika cafe with the girls

Secondary school gathering

Thursday, August 25, 2011 @ 8/25/2011 09:07:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

lunch time we went VEGANBURG~for vegeterians

Wednesday, August 10, 2011 @ 8/10/2011 12:38:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

well, this song says it all.

I am not a fan of chinese song, but this one, hit right on the nail.

寂寞寂寞就好 - Hebe 田馥甄

And the song goes,

Maybe because of myself

For losing litres of tears, has become so thin

Facing the mirror, I promise

Soon I will change this face to a smiling one

It doesnt matter what, a mistake in love is a mistake it love.

The sooner its realized, the sooner you can be free

I'm lonely, lonely, its fine.

For now, don't comfort me, don't hug me

Just let me be alone to feel this unbearable pain, to go crazy

As long as I don't die, its okay.

I'm lonely, lonely, but its fine

You dont have to come back from my memory with a smile

I dont believe that I am that stupid that I can't

forget you, hold on or wont let you go

A person is initially lonely

What was borrowed must be returned

I will always be able to let you go

Maybe because of myself

I dream by myself, what do you still want to change?

It's useless to love again

Everyone has their own cause and effect of karma

What will we have, we will have nothing

As soon as we get through this, we can see the future

Tuesday, August 02, 2011 @ 8/02/2011 10:07:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

I want to blog.
But I have no idea what to talk about.
I have lost 3kg, and colleagues asked me how come I lost weight.
And I have to lie is due to my toothache.
Fasting month has come, and I might lose even more weight.
And I am so not hungry/thirsty at all.
I have registered for my University already, and shall wait for their reply.

Sighs.
If only,

Saturday, July 02, 2011 @ 7/02/2011 11:54:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

today was stay home saturday.
watched pirates of the carribean & bridesmaid online.
yesterday went karaoke with syid and awal.
awal sang a song that was meant for me, hmmm.

Seperate ways - Journey

Here we stand
Worlds apart, hearts broken into two
Sleepless night
Losing ground
I'm reaching for you

Feelin' that it's gone
Can change your mind
If we can't go on
To survive the tide, love divides

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our seperate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know i still love you
Though we touched and went our seperate ways

Troubled times
Caught between confusion and pain
Distant eyes
Promises we made were in vain

If you must go, i wish you love
You'll never walk alone
Take care my love
Miss you love

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
How we touched
And went our seperate ways
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you
Though we touched and went our seperate ways

Oh..

Someday love will find you
Break those chains that bind you
One night will remind you
If he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
You know I still love you

I still love you girl
I really love you girl
And if he ever hurts you
True love won't desert you
No..
No..

Wednesday, June 29, 2011 @ 6/29/2011 11:47:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

Flightless Bird, American Mouth by Iron & Wine

I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird
Jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird
Grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill, stuck going down

Sunday, June 26, 2011 @ 6/26/2011 07:44:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

I do not own the picture above.

I have started my new part-time job.
selling tickets at SHAW century square.
its much much much more easier, just need to sit down and sell tickets.
how lucky i am to land myself in this part time job.
everyday I forced myself to sleep, since I do not have much to do.
and I will not trouble my friends to help me get through this.
afterall, its not their fault.
all I wanted was him to have a little faith and believe in our relationship.

Monday, June 13, 2011 @ 6/13/2011 02:19:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

there it has been confirmed.
in the end we are still going to break up.
every beginning has an ending.
I have only myself to blame.
Not because of cheating on each other, I am just not good enough for him to take any risks.
He is sorry, and he is gonna give it up.
What should be the next step?
Friends or not?
So much effort being put in by me, and it still failed afterall.
every single thing will fall back in place eventually.
other than accepting and move on, what can I do?
Awal took 7 years to move on, how long will I take?
how many crying nights from today onwards.
ily.

Monday, May 30, 2011 @ 5/30/2011 01:17:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

Tell me where to go now.
I need to take a break from everything except from you.
Why don't you take my hand?

Sunday, May 22, 2011 @ 5/22/2011 05:43:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

Well, I remembered the same day 20 May last year.
We also celebated kit's birthday,today was at the same place too.
((:
though it was not full strength of the clique, we still had fun.
I hope everyone could make it the next time, but I know it is pretty impossible.
Till then.

I really wanna get that VANS wallet, honey please!!

Sunday, May 08, 2011 @ 5/08/2011 10:30:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

congrats to me and AD who landed ourselves in Fish & Co (ION).
been working for the past 2 days.
And I am limping very badly already, this is somehow the worst pain I felt so far ever since the accident.
Got dear Zak to get ankle guard for me as mine was misplaced.
think I am gonna depend on that for quite some time.
other than that, I have nothing much to blog.
my bf has been fine, hehe.

I am going to meet Ah Boon, yes ah.
Like finally!!

Tuesday, April 26, 2011 @ 4/26/2011 11:56:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

On 21st April, Nai turns 31.
We surprised him at USS which was supposed to be just Nai&Lina.
Let the camera roll on to show you how fun it was.
[welcome to USS]