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Rainy Martini, a shutterbug who doesn't have her own equipment. Appreciates blurry shots, light streaks, birds, the sky, tea, stop motion films and marshmallows. Please replace this with your profile. *winks*

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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 3/31/2007 01:19:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

time to blog again.
just reached home from work.
i was so scared just now.
took bus no. 87 just now.
with syidah somemore.
there was a malay guy sitting behind.
he started singing, trying to get our attention.
but we did not really cared.
then when syidah alight the bus.
i was all alone with the guy.
then the guy started to talk to me.
i was like "OMG, what should i do?"
but with no one to turn to.
i just 'lain' hiim.
and quickly get off the bus.
i don't realli dare to take night bus from now on.
):
i am OFF on sunday.
going cycling with my classmates.
then after going to my primary school's friend chalet.
looking foward to it.
when will he talk to me? i guessed never.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 3/27/2007 02:18:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

its been awhile since i blogged.
not many people will comeby anyways.
just finished checking my mail and stuffs.
things ain't looking good for me now.
in terms of BGR.
hmmm.
never mind.
shall just let nature take its own courses.
who wants to go out with me on THURS?
i declared myself FREE.
wanna book me, book me early.
can book me through either through sms or my tagboard.
but first priority will be given through sms.
so if you don't have my number, too bad.
i missed every single of person who played a part in my life.
(:
tired, gonna sleep now.
have to register for my IS module tomorrow.
gotta wake up at 9.15am.
been missing HIM.

Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 3/21/2007 10:47:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

went to watch 'STOMP DE YARD' today.
at the grand cathay.
it was my first time watching at the grand cathay.
saw my classmates for S&W there.
watching the same movie.
lols.
i will give 3.5/5 rating for the movie.
but overall it was okays.
actually want to go meet marcus after watching movie.
but he wants to be alone cos he is sick.
so i went to makan with fat and syid at changi village.
thanks to syidah, we have to travel so far.
just to have a normal dinner.
i ate fried kway teow.
so long never eat that.
so called missed hawker centre food.
then we went home.
was so tired today.
but had fun. (:
hope my marcus recover soon.
so i will not be NEGLECTED.
and my mum got this job offer for me.
$72 per day,alternate days.
should i go for it?
but my school is gonna start soon.
will they still need me?
if not i shall stick to pizzahut. (:

@ 3/21/2007 01:02:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

long time no blog.
its getting dusty here.
been working this few days.
so tiring as we did spring cleaning almost every single day.
omg.
today while serving pizza.
the four cups filled with ice water on my tray toppled.
i was all WET.
luckily i didn't broke any of the glasses.
if not i have to pay $5 per glass.
today my supervior is CRAZY.
started to pour water on us during closing.
i think she is out of her mind.
tomorrow going out with FAT and syidah.
going to watch STOMP THE YARD.
featuring chris brown.
how cool is that.
school is starting on 16th april.
how i wish it could be earlier.
so i need not work so many days.
i am going to bed now.
super tired now.
shall update when i am not lazy.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 3/14/2007 11:30:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

wooooooooo~
went out today with heels.
the heel that adilah and syidah bought for me.
went to meet adilah at bedok platform.
i was late for a few mins.
then we went to plaza singapura to meet FAT.
at dhoby gaut control station.
i saw MARCUS TAN.
wahs.
i was so surprised and happy to see hiim.
he was on his way to competition.
we went to eat pizzahut.
and bought ice-cream from swensen.
then we was supposed to wait for sunita.
so me and adilah went to cut our hair first.
i only layered my hair and cut a bit of my fringe.
then we walked around plaza sing.
while adilah is going home first, meet syidah den come and meet us.
after that sunita came to meet us.
her pants tore, so she need to buy a bottom.
thats why she was so late.
we actually wanted to take bus 65.
but the wait was too long.
so we decided to train to tampines.
to catch the 7.30 show at tampines GV.
we planning to watch 'THE MESSENGER'.
then adilah came down to meet us.
i will give a rating of 4/5 for the show.
and watching a horror movie with fat and sunita was a wrong thing to do.
sunita screamed all she can.
FAT disturbed by asking for the popcorn box.
so that she got blocked her herelf from the scary parts.
not scared one will eventually be scared.
but then got this part of the movie damn funny laa.
only got one boy sorta of shouted.
and the theatre was full of laughters.
so damn funny laa. (:
then we went to makan.
sunita and me ate roti prata.
while fat ate ice-kacang.
den i walked adilah home and took a cab home.
was so happy today. (:
especially when i saw marcus somemore.
and my exams!
i passed all and obtained a GPA og 2.74.
STATS - C
COIP - C
CATS - B
EALS - B
EIS - B
PWA - B+
S&W - PX
cool lehs, i dun have any Ds.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
miissing my marcus now.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 3/13/2007 12:29:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

after i blogged.
i am going to bed directly.
gotta work at 11am tomorrow.
then at 5 going to course.
today was supposed to meet my friends at 4pm.
but melissa was 'late' and both jun hao and shin could not make it.
chun kit is gonna meet us at town.
then me, melissa and hong wee waited for hui min.
we waited and waited.
her battery has died down.
we went to bedok just in case she saw the message wrongly.
then we got to know she went home already.
and ask her to come out again to meet us.
cos it has been so long that we met up.
we went to far east, heeren and etc.
we took neoprints.=)
then we went to eat at hong kong cafe to makan.
woooooooo~
then we wanted to take cab home.
walked all the from cathy to plaza sing.
but still got no cab.
when we finally get a cab.
the driver got attitude problem lo.
make my melissa so pissed.
but today was so happy lo.
and to those people who lent me money.
thanks a million. =)

replies to tags.

melissa:relax laa. dun get so angry. da ren bu gen xiao ren ji jiao.(:

Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 3/12/2007 02:11:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

since i cannot go to sleep.
i shall blog.
went to work as usual.
but i overslept.
so had to chiong cab down.
waste my money again.
today BOH was so good.
made me, zhi xiong, siew ming and sunita give out flyers.
after distributing all the flyers.
we were rewarded with food.
this was kinda of cool.
cos we got to rest and eat even though we had our break already.
den did our closing as per usual.
going our with my secondary school friends later.
missed them so so so much.
meeting them at 4 at eunos mrt station.
wati came to visit us.
then we had a chit chat session.
its good to talk and share things.
i am so immuned to qin hui's message now.
she smsed me again.
think i so free and rich to entertain her mehs.
crazy girl.
out of nowhere sms me bout me snatching her boyfriend.
claiming that asking 'what are you doing' shows that something is going on between the both of us and called it an affair.
i replied, you called that an affair? bye. no point talking to you.
then she replied.

Den wat u call tat? Fling?? Show tat u r a real bitch..U beta ans me!! If not if i manage to raise time for myself, i will confront u personally..N i can promise e feeling will not be tis nice.

i didn't bothered to reply.
want to confront me uh.
you think i so free to entertain you?
and its pointless to talk to her.
a waste of my time and money.
looking foward to wednesday outing also.
with my girls.
it sure gonna be FUN!
gotta attend course with sunita on tues and thurs from 7pm to 11pm.
i hope its not gonna be boring.
i shall go to bed now.
kinda of tired now.

replies to tag:

zak: yups. woohoo.
jawker: hows ya daddy? hope he is fine. dun worry bout me...=)

Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 3/11/2007 02:12:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

woooooooooooooooooo~
there is always sunshine after rain.
i am ME again.
thanks to people who made me strong again.
they loved me.
and finally i see the light at the end of the tunnel.
=)
i shall not let her affect me anymore.
was chatting with ariff, syidah and fatimah.
talked about lotsa of things.
i never regretted joining pizzahut.
my manager is so sweet.
he messaged me.

I nOe thers a commotion..between you and zakin...but don let this lower down your standard and performance ..don quit on me in working..don let anyone judge you for who are dey to judge you.

thats was like so sweet of hiim.
wahs.
i am so looking foward to go work nowadays.
cos i know people there loved me.
and i loved them too.
weeeeeeeeee~
sorry guys, if my morale was low.
which indirectly affected you all.
i am OKAYS now.
=)

Friday, March 09, 2007 @ 3/09/2007 11:24:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

i just reached home.
was at marcus's house just now.
in the morning, i woke up.
and went to meet tiffany at bedok.
had mac, but i only drank green tea.
then we went to cityhall.
was going to the IT fair.
but went to marina square first.
tiffany wanted to buy books.
so we went into the MPH bookstore.
den i received a message from zakin.

Try act as a victim here ar.. In e first place u seduced him n still said he hurt u.. Sayin sorry dun help den u wan him fill ur hole izzit? Wan other ppl to put in ur shoe n tink yet did u put urself in my shoe? - break up a couple is a sin..U break e promise u make..U beta b careful nowaday..i will notshow mercy to u nymore..

it was his gf.
as usual, her english was incorrect.
i wanted to reply her.
but couldn't be bothered to.
then we made our way to suntec city.
oh my god, there was so many people.
i almost fainted when i see so many people.
then went to quite a number of booth.
went to find my friend, charmaine.
she was working under seagate.
her sales not too bad wor.
den we quickly left the place.
went to eat ya kun kaya toast.
then i went to marcus house.
long time no see hiim.
and only when i am with him.
i will feel much better.
at around 7 plus.
i received a message from zakin again.

Ccb..act innocent again leh..so schemin at such a young age..knn..i will curse u n ur family..dun trouble to come to u, u beta dun create trouble..so cheap..i tink wan to fuck u is darn easy lo..oso dunno how many guys fucked u liao..no shame..onli 2 words for u..desperate girl..go else where to snatch other ppl bf la..u will have ur retribution..i will not let things off so easily..n no 1 can stop me if i wanna do anything..bitch is forever a bitch..wonder ur mum is a not..look at urself into e mirror b4 throwing urself to guys la..dun u tink u bought tis upon urself?did zaki help u out now..no lo..we r stil happily together lo..even if u act ke lian to him oso no use lo..

tis time i replied.
yahs lahs.whatever you say.may what you say come true.i dun give a damn bout it.
lame asshit.
so old le.
still act like small kid.
and my mp3 spoil le.
so sad.
first time marcus was so concerned bout me.
he asked me what's wrong.
but i did not tell hiim bout this.
i scared when i tell hiim, i will start crying.
so i told hiim another thing( money issue).
trying to hold my tears back.
tis time i went to hail a cab myself without asking him to.
he said bye, and we went seperate ways.
took a cab home.
and here i am blogging.
saw this booth at raffles city selling paintings.
cost $50 for a small one and $100 for a big one.
feel like buying it.
but i am so broke.
you guys can take a look at it.
www.splatter.biz

replies to tags.

zak: lols.well, i dun think the problem will be soon be over.its just the start.
JH:Gees. thanks babe. but its quite difficult.

@ 3/09/2007 01:21:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

just returned from work.
this is the place i will complain all my shit to.
i received a message at around 3.51.
by miss wu qin hui.
the message goes like this:

i seriously nid to clarify sumthings wif u..It was u who start e ball rollin..wat u told zaki when u 1st saw me wif him? let me refresh ur memory!u said 'ur gf look ugly'..n asked hm to break wif me..n touched his backside at work..n me tolerated ur nonsense..later on u went even more out of hand, u want my bf to msg u when he knock off from work when ur work diff shift..n want him to sent u home when u work e same shift as him..who do u tink u r, may i ask u tat? i tink as zaki gf, i need even more clarification from u!! I had show u enough respect by not post up all ur bitch acts..But dere is alway a limit to ones patience n u beta dun test it!!

this freaking message woke me up at 7 plus.
i had to re-read so many times to know what to reply.
how the hell she even get my number from.
and her english was way off.
jasra sent me to work today.
and so,i had an extra 45 mins of sleep.
when i reached my workplace.
zakin was there too.
so when he was at the bar.
i went to asked hiim.
'did you know your gf msg me yesterday?'
and he said dunno, what she message?
i merely said nothing and walked away.
few minutes later.
i received a message from zakin.
'i broke up with my gf, hope we still can be friends.'
i was so angry.
this i guess made the situation worst.
=(
told quite a number of people bout it.
den some was like 'you know she got gf le, why still go talk to hiim?'
when i heard that, i was so sad.
and true enough, it made me feel that it's my fault.
haiis.
guessed even if i quit pizzahut.
it doesn't really matters.
what freaks me out was that.
all the details her gf knows.
is not zakin who told her.
its somebody.
must be from pizzahut.
why is there such people like that.
now i feel that its difficult to trust people more.
what is the world coming to?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
somebody, kill me please!

replies to tags now!

tyson: yea lo. its been so long i ever seen you. hows life man dude?
daniel: you better make sure you do.
debb: thanks babe, its hard to take the next step from now.

adilah's hand was shaky.

this was taken by me. whats up with us?

last picture taken. i give up.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 3/07/2007 11:59:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`

i changed my blogspot address.
just to prevent zakin and her gf from viewing my blog.
accidentally pressed the add to his blog and saw this.

qh - SALLY: i dun nid u to teach me wat to do.. u r jus a outsider of e whole thing n u r ignorant of certain things.. appreciate if u can mind ur own buz..dun meant to b rude, jus b frank..apology if offended..

she is so freaking lame.
saying i am an outsider but said i am sowing discord between the both of them.
how contradicting can she be.
i was so sad instead of angry now.
i was supposed to work at 11am.
but i report for work at 1pm.
i simply cannot wake up cos i did have enough sleep.
zakin was working today.
i told my supervisor about it.
and told her i wanna quit pizzahut.
cos i cannot bring myself to face hiim.
then she did not allow me to.
everyone working today knew i was unhappy.
even if i smiled, its a fake one.
i think this will carry on for few days or even weeks.
i was so not in the right mind today.
key wrong orders, and many more.
but i was forgiven.
how am i gonna work happily in this situation.
=(

replies to tag now!

melissa: her name is wu qin hui, her character dun even fit her name. =(
marce:nope, not in the design class, but its kinda of cool. i shall change my song.
fat: thanks fat, he is such a disappointment though.
jawker: perhaps bahs, own bf also never take in hand, still wanna blame me.
passer-by: if you are someone i know, you will get to see this. thanks for sympathising with me.
syid:thanks babe, seems a long time you ever tag.
mirza: thanks eh, miss ob peeps too. =)
zak: yea, but still i am HURT. thanks anyways.
daniel: wakaka, this the second time you blogged.
CC: i rocks? i doubt that.

to all: you guys only tag when i am in trouble, but i am so glad you guys actually took out some of ya time to read my blog. LOVE you guys. muacks.

@ 3/07/2007 01:33:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`

guess what i am so PISSED.
after reading MR ZAKIN'S blog.
i am so fucking angry!!!
zakin, if you are reading my blog.
you better gimme a GOOD explaination.
below is what his great gf tagged.
dar dar: huhu..dar dar i dun mind u go out wif other gals dear..but do set some standard larx - they r either too fat wif tummy or too short lk ai dong kua..u dun feel digusted de mehx? me pity ur bike!!

qh: I HOPE SHE KN TAT U ONLI TREAT HER AS A FREIND N STOP SOWING DISCORD BETWEEN US!!

qh - SALLY: DUN U EVA STEP INTO MY COMFORT ZONE!!

come on laa.
get ya fucking facts rights.
and thanks for like criticising me.
GET A LIFE.
so what if i have a tummy and i am short.
this is who i am what.
what you said was hurting.
i dirtied his bike.
for once, i feel like crying.
but no point, being sad for what you have said.
i know, there is people outta there who loves me.
please get ya facts right before you wanna start scolding people.
i will grant you your wish.
i will not contact hiim, and dun even KNOW hiim.
may you and him lived happily together.
why are bad things happening to me.
and i got scalded by hot water today.
and i took 5 whole seconds to realise that.
so so so so many things happened.
i am just too tired.
whats the point of living?

Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 3/05/2007 09:27:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`