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Rainy Martini, a shutterbug who doesn't have her own equipment. Appreciates blurry shots, light streaks, birds, the sky, tea, stop motion films and marshmallows.
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Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 8/31/2007 11:41:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
so many things happened these few days.too sudden for everything. HE passed away on 29th August 2007 at 10+am. it was raining heavily and he self skidded. died at the spot, no chance of survival at all. i was the last to know. everyone kept it from me. i could not accept the fact at first. no one else could. he smsed me before going home from chalet. the only regret i had was i did not reply to his message. normally i would replied. but this time, i did not. i did not blame GOD for taking him away from us. but why could GOD give us a few days or more. just to spend with us. yesterday was his funeral. i went and cried. it was hard to believe. a lot of his friends and relatives was there. no one was feeling good. its a malay tradition that close people could sprinkle crushed flowers around him and see him for the last time. i did not have the heart to do that. and i saw him for the last time. girls are not advised to go to the burial ground due to the weaker side of them. its not good to cry during the burying. i wanted to go, but i want to let him go in peace. so i did not follow. he is a good man after all. never smoke, never drink, take good care of the family and me. he is always there for me. we talked every single night. he taught me a lot of stuffs, but i refused to listen. HE become part of my daily routine. AND now its all gone. everynight, i would still wait for his call and sms. but i would never receive from that number. when i thought i could love him wholeheartedly, he passed away. life is really unpredictable. so friends, do treasure each and everyone of them. you never know when GOD is gonna take them with him. [HE LOVED ME, so do i]  this song is dedicated my late ONE. Avril Lavigne - Slipped away I miss you, miss you so bad I don't forget you, oh it's so sad I hope you can hear me I remember it clearly The day you slipped away Was the day I found it won't be the same Ooooh Nah nah la la la nah nah I didn't get around to kiss you Goodbye on the hand I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't Oooooh I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly The day you slipped away Was the day I found it won't be the same Ooooh I had my wake up Won't you wake up I keep asking why And I can't take it It wasn't fake It happened, you passed by Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go Somewhere I can't bring you back Now your gone, now your gone There you go, there you go, Somewhere your not coming back The day you slipped away Was the day i found it won't be the same noo.. The day you slipped away Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh... Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah I miss you Wednesday, August 22, 2007 @ 8/22/2007 02:50:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
YESTERDAY:went to accompany my mummy to Singapore Heart's Centre. we travelled from bedok to outram park. and then we took a shuttle bus there. NO STANDING allowed in the shuttle bus. which results in the long queue. so all we could do is to wait. and the people working at there is so not efficient at all. it took so long for them to get people to pay at the cashier. some pigs are they. anyways. my mum's heart has a leakage. got something to do with the heart chamber and valves of the heart. was not paying attention to the doctor anyways. MY MUM IS SCARED. asked me to go in together with her. hahas. then we went down to eat at bugis junction. followed by bedok to buy my bro's shoes. then we went home. i was coughing badly. I AM SICK again. went off to bed without studying. TODAY: was supposed to go gym today with derrick and all. meeting at 11am. but i woke up at 11am. my condition got worse. and derrick asked me not to force myself to go. love him so much. thanks derrick. had some plain porridge and am going to bed again. i am gonna study later on. hope i get well soon. tata. replies to tag: van: hahas. i managed to find your blog mahs. (: hope to see u ard in school. fish: the break is so so so long. hope to c u soon. hehe. Monday, August 20, 2007 @ 8/20/2007 05:06:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
SATURDAY:i did not sleep. was mugging the whole night. went to school for exam. i dunno whether i can make it. just hope for the best. was supposed to work at 7pm. but due to lack of staffs. i was asked to go early. as a result, i did not managed to have a nap. was really tired after work. went to sleep the moment i reached home. SUNDAY: went to work late. was busy like nobody's business. didn't bring my wallet. and made my brother bring it to me. it was the first time that we could not cope. both delivery and dine-in died. i am really tired already. did closing and then went home. TODAY: woke up at 4pm. had lunch and watched tv. i backed out for the vietnam trip. cause i need to top up another $150. its way too costly just to go to vietnam and do community service. so i gave the chance up. can save $380 for my mum up. tomorrow i am gonna accompany my mum to the doctor. i am a good daughter kaes. (: gotta sleep right now. study fer exams can wait. tata. replies to tag: zak: hehes. sorry babe. good luck fer your exams too. (: charps: hahas. do i look like a sexually attracted to kids maniac? mirza: hahas. i will never get a chance to experience that. (: Friday, August 17, 2007 @ 8/17/2007 01:25:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
OH NO!AHMAD's angry. gotta acknowledge hiim and faisal. they are fun people to hang out with. their band name should be JULY's LEAD. rock my world kaes. hang out with you guys soon man. anyways. was late for my shooting. overslept and my alarm did not managed to wake me up i think. took a cab down. went to work illegally. SO ANGRY WITH CHIJ GIRLS. not that i am mean. but they were too rude. AHHHHHH! i am gonna sleep soon eh. tired and am going for shooting tomorrow. take cares peeps. (: replies to tag: derrick: thanks babe. didn't realised it. (: changed! JL: angry uh. dun uh. hahas. treat you guys makan kaes. when i am free! FAT: thank uh. love u so much! see u soon man. (: good luck for exams. Wednesday, August 15, 2007 @ 8/15/2007 09:35:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
 my love~ i am a good girl today. stayed at home. nevertheless. i studied. changed blogskin. black is still my colour. (: i am gonna sleep soon. got shooting for pizzahut tomorrow. [study freaks me out] replies to tag: isa: no worries. i will have a lot a lot of channels. kh: hehes. yeahs. perhaps. (: @ 8/15/2007 12:25:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
hmmm.went to IKEA tampines just now. met up with isa first, kahsoon and then kenneth. kenneth went for his job interview. and we waited for him. the wait was dreadful. initially i was really hungry. but when it comes to eating time. i totally couldn't finish even half of my food. IKEA was so big. but i find it rather boring. perhaps the concept is the same as for queenstown. i always wanted my own room. so i could decorate it. but up to now, it hasn't happen yet. perhaps, a few weeks or months later. after our hearty dinner. we went to GIANT to buy stuffs. though is wasn't that crowded. but the queues was long. and then we headed home. i guessed i had a short but tiring day. i think i am gonna subscribe cable TV. i bored staying at home. and maybe with cable TV. i would stay at home instead of going out. got to sleep now. tata. [CABLE TV! CABLE TV! CABLE TV!] replies to tag: mel: hahas. but i find it hard to read my own blog now. perhaps not used to it. zima: hahas. thanks for enlightening me eh. (: hafiz: action seh. your holydays are TOUGH okays. kh: finally, there is someone have the same taste as me! isa: what do you mean by that? lols. xi: yea. study hard at home hor!! Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 8/13/2007 10:18:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
time to blog before i go to bed.yesterday went to ms charmaine's house. WHOA. her house damn shiok man. got a tub for spa use. LCD plus cable tv. bouncy bed. i also wanna have my own ROOM. supposed to study. but i am simply immersed with the teevee programs. we had lunch cum dinner at causewaypoint's pizzahut. ms charmaine's cream of chicken was disgust with a baby cockcroach. omfg. 'it was crunchy' she claimed. their service was not up to standard even though it was considered busy. the table sat beside us was disppointed with their service. it took more than 15 mins to bring the bill to us. what a disappointment! today. went to dine in at swensens. THUMBs up for their service. i must say, i am impressed. i had tic-tac-toe. mmmmmmmmm. too much that i could not finish. wanted to have ice-cream but was too full man. catched rush hour 3. i had a good laugh. GO CATCH IT! [i still have a lot of movies i wanna watch] anyways. the test today was a killer. a 80% calulation and 20% theory paper. turns out to be a 50% 50% one. i died the moment i saw the questions. may teacher close both eyes. replies to tag: yingjia: thanks babe, good luck to you also. (: Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 8/12/2007 04:13:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
yea.i changed my blogskin. into a more colourful one. long time did not blog. people are complaining already. i regret not going to OB's last training. but i am really exhausted. sorry guys. hope you guys understand. i think i might become a workaloholic. which i do not hope to be. work, work, work and work. life seems to be dull. i realised something today. people are selfish. might be in a good way or bad way. it makes me ponder. anyways. song changed again. lalala~ dance floor anthem by good charlotte. i am going to charmaine's house later. wooooooo~ looking foward to it. her 27 inch LCD teevee. DAMN! currently its my study week. i hope i can stay at home and study. [say good luck to me] replies to tag: shahidah: not a problem, we are all doing fine, as usual short of staff uh. (: july's lead: hahas. thanks eh. yups. see you real soon man. christina: cheer up girl, i read your blog. be STRONG! ting: so sorry, didn't turn up for training. totally shag. hope to see U soon! mirza: hahas. i am in love with gerald. lols. kh: yea yea. wakakas. someone do agree with me! zima: smiling always babe! (: ryan: hahas. you think too much le. wahahas. hafiz: action uh you. hehes. my hols gonna start soon too. (: yingjia: i wanted to, but cannot make it. too SHAG! sorry babe. Wednesday, August 08, 2007 @ 8/08/2007 02:03:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
[LIU's BIG day]                           Song changed: Teenagers by MCR i simply love tis song. They're gonna clean up your looks With all the lies in the books To make a citizen out of you Because they sleep with a gun And keep an eye on you, son So they can watch all the things you do Because the drugs never work They're gonna give you a smirk' Cause they got methods of keeping you clean They're gonna rip up your heads, Your aspirations to shreds Another cog in the murder machine They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me They could care less as long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me The boys and girls in the clique The awful names that they stick You're never gonna fit in much, kid But if you're troubled and hurt What you got under your shirt Will make them pay for the things that they did They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me They could care less as long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes or strike a violent they'll leave you alone, but not me Ohhh yeah! They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me They could care less as long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me All together now! Teenagers scare the living shit out of me They could care less as long as someone'll bleed So darken your clothes or strike a violent pose Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me[x2] replies to tag zak; hahas. you must be patient. aren't you having ya exams? kh; hahas. thanks uh. you better had FUN!!! hafiz; hahas. yea man. when you are gonna blog? xi; hahas. trying to study le. (: charps; OP? lols. i wanna go your house lehs! Monday, August 06, 2007 @ 8/06/2007 01:55:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
finally.i find time to blog. yesterday was my I&E event. was in-charge of captain's ball. and i am the referee. a KAYU one indeed. anyhow 'beep' here 'beep' there. i must admit it was my first time. thanks for everyone who came! i love you guys man! PEIJUN,REIKO, PEIYI, PEIXI, ADELINE, CHLOE. CHRISTINA, BEN, JOE, KH, YINGJIA, YONGJIE, HANBIN. cheers to all. without you guys, my event would not be a sucessful one! and i spend the rest of my time working. not much thing to blog about. looking foward to later on of the day! CELEBRATING liujunhao's 18th birthday! anyways. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIU JUNHAO AND TOH DAIEN. tata. much loves. replies to tag kh; hehes. it will be my first and last time being referee. (: yingjia; thanks wors. wahahas. thanks for supporting!!! zak; no what. i haven watch simpsons. waiting for you. (: derrick; wahahahs, thanks uh! i am KAYU! Rebz; hehe. hope to see you soon too. (: stupid kelvin!!! muacks! ryan; thanks uh. (: so sad. wont have class together anymore. Friday, August 03, 2007 @ 8/03/2007 11:21:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
YESTERDAY:i went to work. and 2 indonesia guys were also working. attached at compass point pizzahut. though not really well-versed in english. they can work efficiently. i felt so guilty. i actually burnt a customer's finger with hot soup. his left index,middle and fourth finger were swollen red. i apologised sincerely and apply burn aid for hiim. really sorry to hiim. just hope he will not complain. TODAY: was late for school. got presentation at 9am. but i reached around 9.3oam. then i did not go for OB. too tired man. went to watch movie to de-stress. [distubia] go watch, nice plot. (: bought so many tees today. so broke. spent like $50 over. bossini kids tees. (: TOMORROW: I&E event. so happy i can get so many people. though i know it may be a letdown. BUT WHO CARES. looking foward to tomorrow. (:  boon ghee lee made this for me! replies to tag zima; haa. azima scared of cockroach! FAT; hehe. no worries. whee. isa; thanks man. (: khai; not bad what. you quitting the job? mel; overnight training mahs. (: HW; hehe. you rox too! xi; hehes. must you be so direct? |
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