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Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 11/30/2007 11:45:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
am totally shag after training.
training was not *tough today.
had amazing race around the school.
overall was quite fun uh.
HAFIZ; dun be too down kaes.
people do make mistakes laa.
as long as you realised and do not commit the mistakes again.
(:
went home with mirza.
wheeeeee~
long time never go home with hiim.
it was nice for him to wait for me laa~
thanks eh.
(:

today reached school at 3pm.
and den i knew there wasn't lesson.
i was super angry.
i could have 2 more hours of sleep.
nevertheless, rested at clubhouse.

today my dear syidah message me.
be strong kaes girl.
get something to occupy your time.
you can turn to me if you want to.
and thanks for sending me home uh.
((:
girls do not need to depend on guys.
some of them are really jerks.
no point wasting your precious time on them.
cheer up kaes.

i am really flying to thailand for real.
from the 22nd to 27th.
was angry with my mummy laa.
when i told her i am not going.
she already booked the tickets.
there is not way i can not go!
ahhhhhhhhhhh!
am gonna spend my birthday and x'mas out of town.
is it suppposed to be a good or bad thing.
common test are lining up next.
i hope i can pass.
i dun hope for an A, just a pass will do.
((:

am gonna sleep now.
working at 12pm tomorrow.
good luck for the OB peeps running for standard chartered.
((:



Thursday, November 29, 2007 @ 11/29/2007 12:20:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
today went to school but not for class.
went to meet aifang to design our LIA shirt.
i think we did our best.
and the design was nice.
(:
was contented.
tomorrow gonna re-design again.
sorry wee.
didn't manage to accompany you today.
(:
i will date you out on wednesday.
wahahas.
am gonna sleep now.
nothing much to blog about.
just that.

I MISS U!



Wednesday, November 28, 2007 @ 11/28/2007 03:05:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
周杰伦 - 简单爱

说不上为什么
我变得很主动若
爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到
我现在的感受

河边的风
在吹着头发飘
动牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走

我想就这样牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我

想简!简!单!单!爱...
想简!简!单!单!爱...



@ 11/28/2007 12:28:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
an fruitful day today.
met daien at queensway shopping centre.
THANK YOU DAIEN for accompanying me.
loves love.
there we go looking for my shoes.
blame on my small leg.
not easy to find shoes that fits me.
so i dun bother to look at the designs.
instead we asked do they have my shoe size 4.
if have, we will take a look at the designs.
after searching hi and low for my shoes.
finally, i gave up.
set on this asics shoes.
for 72 bucks, mind you, its kids size.
thats why its so cheap.
the funny thing is that,
daien asked for the biggest shoe size dey have, and i the smallest size.
how irony.
anyways was contented with my SHOES.
saw derrick too~
wahahas.
what a small world.
after that we go makan at subway.
i treat DAIEN.
we go healthy today.
after which we went to ikea.
i am so sick of ikea.
actually wanted to go to the bus stop to see what bus number.
in the end, went back to ikea's toilet.
still having diarrohea. ):
then we parted and headed home.
after i reached home.
immediately i wore my new shoes.
cos i am gonna go jogging with adilah and syid.
dumb ass.
i was left stranded at bedok reservoir park.
cos dear adilah told me to go there straight.
when i called her, she was at syidah's house.
oh my god.
so they came to fetch me home.
jogging at seven pm. (:
so we makan first before the jog.
i ate with my hand~
wahahas.
so funny.
people push the food into the mouth.
i sucked it from my hand.
wrong demostration of eating with hand.
we then went jogging.
mmmmm.
syidah stopped halfway.
cause she couldn't breathe and vomitted.
ate too much i guess.
then we watched game plan.
not a too bad show.
(:
'stupid' is a mean word; never say no.



Monday, November 26, 2007 @ 11/26/2007 09:03:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
just reached home.
am really tired.
got diarrohea in the morning.
):
today supposed to have marketing lesson.
but the lesson was cancelled.
might as well i dun go school.
waste my time only.
then melissa messaged me.
ask me to accompany her to buy present for bf.
initially i did not want to go.
but i dun want her to be alone.
so i decided to meet her.
i dislike going to town.
always packed with people.
but what to do.
she needs to buy her stuff there.
after walking from paragon to wisma den to far east and to taka.
its like making a detour.
and we went home take bus number 5.
the lightings put up for x'mas at orchard was simply dazzling.
nice nice nice.
(:
but i think a lot of money is spent on electricity.
tomorrow am meeting daien to go queenstown.
go buy new running shoes.
my nike shoes cannot make it already.
den after that in the evening.
me am gonna jog with syidah and adilah.
woohooo~
i am gonna start studying too.
(:

yesterday when syidah tompang me to work.
got this taxi driver bang us sia.
bloody idiot.
at first i though syid's engine stall.
but she told me we kena bang cos he honk at us too.
however, its not syidah's fault as its right for her to stop and let the in front car to go first.
bloody taxi driver.
and her mudguard broke off.
damn.
its a NEW bike.
angry!



Sunday, November 25, 2007 @ 11/25/2007 01:19:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
its blogging time.
its been a long time i ever do CSR.
today was quite relaxed.
it was busy but i cannot be bothered with the customers.
there is new pizzas coming up soon.
look foward to it.
not too bad.

tomorrow syidah going to tompang me to work.
yay yay.
can't wait for tomorrow.

my mum says she wants to fly to bangkok on the 22th to 27th december.
there is like 1001 reasons i do not want to go.
but if i stay in singapore.
no one will celebrate my birthday also.
so might as well i go.
never mind.
shall take my time to think over it.

been feeling down lately.
but i do not know the reason why.
i do not have true friends.
i came to realised it.
i have a lot of friends.
but all of them have their own cliques too.
my classmates all stays in the west.
i go to school and home alone.
how sad can that be.
my colleagues: i do have a few good friends there.
but they are also engaged with their own stuffs like boyfriends.
my secondary school friends also have their own life.
sometimes i just stay at home.
alone; doing nothing.
if i call or sms my friends.
they also not free to keep me accompany.
lately, i just saw my good friend, melissa.
she was with her good friend.
even though we are taking the same bus 154.
i did not join her.
cos i did not want to let melissa neglect her friend or she neglecting me.
so i just stayed at the lower deck, while she's at the upper deck.
this got me thinking real hard.
my OB: though i have some good friends there.
but everytime during the run.
i dunno who to run with.
i used to run with xinyi, angelia or daien.
but that was the past.
times have changed.
but never mind.
i am gonna get used to it.
the life of being ALONE.
ever since HE's gone.
no one is really there for me.
sometimes, i wish i could switch places with me.
)':
people, dun bother to console me on my tagboard.
no point.
thanks.
gonna sleep now.
tata.

anyways.
got this stupid young ah beng asked for my number.
dumb ass.
i am like too old for them.
and they are like ah bengs.
i know nowadays girls like bad boys.
but nah, it doesn't fit well for me.



Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 11/23/2007 07:04:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
PICTURES



















Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 11/22/2007 10:10:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
TUESDAY

had SAFETY AT WORK test in the morning.
stupid idiot.
never tell us the test is handwritten.
make me bring my labtop for nothing.

met sunita after school.
we were going to visit my LATE one.
sunita was also so blur.
said it was at ang mo kio.
but its like at lim chu kang laa.
luckily we did not go to ang mo kio.
we took train down to choa chu kang.
and had lunch at CCK pizzahut.
their service cannot make it sia.
the ordertaker do not even know her thing well.

after that we took a cab to the muslim cementry.
it was pouring heavily.
when we reached, there was someone being buried as well.
so we went looking for his grave.
the place were muddy, and we tried looking.
when i decided to give up and sms his younger brother.
sunita saw it!
but we decided to walk all the way to the entrance to buy flowers.
suni bought stalks of orchids while i bought a packet of rose petals.
i let sunita talked to him first.
after her turn, it was mine.
i sighed, and i told suni to talk to him for me.
as she was saying, it was raining even heavier.
i cried and cried while scattering the petals on the grave.
nevertheless, sunita realised me crying and consoled me.
we then decided to leave the place.
since the rain was super duper heavy.
when we were about to walk.
this blue car pulled over and offer us a ride.
i think god has it all planned.
this man was a married man.
came to visit his late grandfather.
a fillal grandson indeed.
he took the both of us all the way to boon lay mrt.
(:

we both went to bugis.
while FAT was on the way to meet us.
we decided to look for this no.1 costume shop at golden landmark.
the shop is way way cool man.
however its too expensive in terms of first time payment.
awal then came to meet us.
we had dinner at SWENSENS.
lina & junaidi came to meet us also.
it was supposed to be awal's treat but it turned out to be junaidi's.
we then headed over to bugis street.
wanting to look for junaidi's shirt.
after searching high and low for the 'shirt'.
we finally found it and we were relieved.
den it was for me and FAT.
i bought this dress and heels.
which i spent only $39 for both.
FAT bought this dress for $45.9o.
to me, i think its a bit expensive.
then we parted and went our own ways.
i still need to go all the way back to compass point.
cos i left my labtop at stall.

by the time i reached home, i was DEAD.
but i am HAPPY, at least after almost 3 months, i visited HIM.
i am gonna visit HIM again.
i shall continue on wednesday another day.
am tired~

I AM SORRY CHARMAINE!
REALLY SORRY!



Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 11/19/2007 01:53:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
sniffing and coughing away.
blame it on the rootbeer+water just now.
but i was really thirsty.
and i cannot resist the temptation.
and i drank it.
i wake up early to do my quiz.
and i got 40/100.
pathetic shit.
but i cannot be bothered.
then i went to work.
it was busy at night.
tired tired tired.
talked to sunita before i went home.
she said,' i am sorry, but i love to see you and zamin marry'.
my heart fell from great height instantly.
i miss him though.
his calls, messages, his every single thing he has done for me.
but we can never bring the dead back.
going to the cementry on tuesday.
to visit him. (:
kinda of excited.
i am still in love with a DEAD person.
can you imagine it.
having a test later at 9.15am.
i think i am gonna fail it, cos i haven started studying yet.
good luck to me man.
after that i have napfa testing.
followed by LIA meeting.
what a long day for me later on.
SOMEONE SAVE ME!



Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ 11/18/2007 03:41:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
just as what i wanted.
me changed blogskin already.
am happy happy happy.
though i am sick.
i went to work.
am i dumb or what.
but i can't bear to see my fellow colleagues tire themselves out.
we need to share the workload.
but the SAD thing is that not enough riders.
the absent riders want to go and celebrate SITI's birthday mahs.
so ANGRY with them.
RAWR!
ended up i have to fold boxes as well.
angryx3.
TESTS are coming up.
and i haven even touch my notes yet.
still got one module i did not even buy the notes.
i am so DEAD.
am gonna work later.
can't wait to SEE azimah later.
i dunno why also.
(:

take 1~

take 2~

look at HER~



Friday, November 16, 2007 @ 11/16/2007 09:14:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
oops.
me fell sick again.
went to see the doctor in the evening.
finally.
my medication does not consists antibiotics.
i simply HATE it.
NO GASY DRINKS FOR ME.
thats what the doctor warned me.
i think i am gonna change blogskin soon.
lols.
i bought new earpiece few days ago.
and a NEW emily wallet.
whEeee.
i am over the moon.
am working tomorrow.
(:
and my birthday is coming.
YEA~
can't wait to turn eighteen.
so i can watch m18 movies and learn bike.
tata.



Sunday, November 11, 2007 @ 11/11/2007 03:36:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
its so late and i am still not asleep yet.
had meeting just now and needed to wait for syidah.
these past few days were fruitful i must say.
lots of things happen like staying over at sun's house, having severe cramps, not going to school.
time really flies.
i got to know something.
a friend of mine is pregnant.
and she's gonna abort the baby.
am not gonna mention who it was.
i feel sad for the baby.
its a life we are talking bout.
but sometimes, its fated.
plus i have no say in to keeping the baby.
but i am glad my sister did keep her baby.
and now he is 4 years old.
alive and kicking.
(:
am gonna sleep now.
if not i will be late for work.
tata.

those were the days.

sun's open house.

shot 2~
me and the girl.

me and her(whom inspire me more to take bike)



Wednesday, November 07, 2007 @ 11/07/2007 10:08:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
lemme blog before i go to sleep.
met hong wee after class.
i waited for him when he ended class earlier than me.
was supposed to be an outing.
but only got me, wee and mel.
i was utterly disappointed.
especially in that SOMEONE.
i am sorry, but i have to say.
we dun meet as often as you meet your classmates.
but if thats your decision, need not apologise.
SPEECHless.
after that we went to ikea.
wee was like never go there before lo.
hahas, so funny.
he's obessed with Pillows.
then we makan at IKEA.
den we went home.
melissa bought a photo frame, a box, and a blanket.
i bought a dust roller.
tomorrow is DEEPAVALI.
though i do not have indian friends.
but HAPPY DEEPAVALI to all.
am going to sunita's house to celebrate.
(:
looking foward to it.
might be staying over at her house.
okays.
i shall sleep now.
tata.
have an early night everyone.
lights off!



Tuesday, November 06, 2007 @ 11/06/2007 12:18:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
i am confused now.
very very confused.
haiis.
must sleep now.
if not.
i will get debbared.
argh!







Monday, November 05, 2007 @ 11/05/2007 07:59:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
changed blogskin and song.
did not go to school today.
i am like so lazy to go school.
this coming thursday is DEEPAVALI.
i am not gonna work even its a double pay day.
i also lazy wanna go work also.
omg.
just some random thoughts.
why are there so many ah bengs and ah lians nowadays?
is it thing 'in' thing now to become one.
i do admire the real 'ah bengs and ah lians'.
they do not create unecessary trouble.
unlike those act bengs and lians.
cannot stand them.
what is the world coming to man.
(:
[boon ghee lee's birthday pictures]
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