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Rainy Martini, a shutterbug who doesn't have her own equipment. Appreciates blurry shots, light streaks, birds, the sky, tea, stop motion films and marshmallows.
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Saturday, April 04, 2009 @ 4/04/2009 02:57:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
  met my kiddos at amk mac'donalds. enjoyed. somehow its empty without their noises. but, it gives me headache. going out with them on GOOD FRIDAY! to SENTOSA. i'll pray hard that its not gonna be tough going out with them. i am pretty afraid. shrugs* a lot of my classmates and friends have already started working. i am pretty envious of them, even they ain't enjoying it. what about me. still working part-time. and still have no idea what course to further in. i really don't know. someone, take my hand and guide me along please.  guide me, show me the light. where are you now?
Friday, April 03, 2009 @ 4/03/2009 03:46:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
JUST NOWmet arep. he overslept and made me wait. wanted to catch 'HOTEL FOR DOGS' but apparently, there isn't any showing neither at downtown or tampines. so we settled on THE UNBORN'. creepy shit. 'kawan-kawan' did pissed me off a lil. but its okay already. has MOS burger for dinner. well, his first time. i love their BIG straight fries! had our usual 'keeping up with each other' talk and headed home. was supposed to sleeping now. but i can't seemed to. am meeting my campers later in the afternoon. quite reluctant to go as its in AMK. shucks. i am full of vulgarities; partly thanks to thomson riders n NAI2! YESTERDAY met ADILAH love. YES! FINALLY! had a really long day with her. went to sent my sony camera for repair first. and we bought nail spa kit after that. catch our first movie, CONFESSION'S OF A SHOPOHOLIC. she cried, and i did not. guessed i got stronger after the camp. and we went jalan2, in a midst of planning something BIG. went to take neoprints as you can never get back that moment. WE WERE ANGRY! as AWALLUDIN, did not turn up for the movie! SLEEP was the devil then. HE OWE US ONE! we met a lot of our exschoolcumclassmate. what a fruitful day. met nai2 and wife after movie. slacked at STARBUCKS. talked cock seriously. NAI2's wife and ME had a DEAL. a rather hard on & tough one for me. for the month of APRIL, i am not to be late for work, not even 5 minutes. if i am caught late, fined $2, and i cannot paitao. if i am GOOD, i get a TREAT from her at the end of the month. wish me LUCK seriously! no photos. but will be up once i get hold of it. okays, i am ready for bed now. eybdoog Tuesday, March 31, 2009 @ 3/31/2009 02:28:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
hi everyone.i am back from camp. hopefully this will not be the last camp camp i am going to. i almost lost my voice during the camp. i had a lot of difficulties. but nevertheless, i hope that they have enjoyed. at the last day, some of the boys even cried. (: i also had a wonderful partner, MingJiang.  1Gallant! Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 3/24/2009 02:31:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
in less than one day.i will be having camp from 24th Mar-6.30pm to 27th Mar-12.00pm. at MAYFLOWER SECONDARY. i am pretty nervous. since it has been quite some time i attended camps. furthermore, its one camp instructor to twenty kiddos. and they are SECONDARY 1 only. wish me luck! i worked earlier on. was late as usual. was pretty sad when i know i was doing all the closing myself. however, there was 2 riders who helped me out. (: nai2's wife then came along. oh, and her tummy surfaced. sally: *touching her stomach, ooh, its a baby! nai2's wife: yahs, then you thought what inside. sally: it can be mannequin what. dumb me, what the hell, asking the obvious. nownownow. take a look at the one who has been there for me. mohammed ariff bin razak. correct me if i am wrong. he never fails to fetch me home and to work. and he does a lot a lot a lot for me. all he can offer me is his heart only. so tell me. 
Saturday, March 21, 2009 @ 3/21/2009 05:13:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
hahahas.i passed my modules. i am a happy girl. so i go out. cos i am happy. met ADILAH as usual. went to buy my sleeping bag for only 8 bucks at army shop. before that we went to Downtown to buy our movie tickets first. show at 9.25, Coming Soon. hell but, the attendant was asking us to produce our I/C for a NC16 show. what is wrong with her. then i bought ADIDAS slippers for arep. its a WANT for me, but a NEED for him. so i am not splurging. and AD did not managed to buy her Julie Garwood new book. hehe, okays i am evil. we proceeded for dinner at the first halal sushi on a conveyer belt.  we go for buffet, but somehow i think we wasted money; we are not BIG eaters.     the aftermath.   The Start:   The end:   overall, we both felt like puking, and we need to rush for our show.  upon reaching our designated theatre. the show has already start. we were in pitch dark, and i can't see anything except the BIG screen. and there was someone sitting on our seats. we then got out, and checked our tickets. and help came along. that dum2 couple was on the right seat, right show, but wrong day. lesson to be learnt, check your tickets straight after you purchase it. arep then came to fetch me home. and zam brought ad to see him play soccer. SNAPSHOTS of the neoprints.     now, it is only you who can break my heart. if you know you will sooner or later, its better of you to leave now. Friday, March 20, 2009 @ 3/20/2009 03:53:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
few minutes ago.i was attacked by a flying cockroach. wth. today, technically will be the release of my results. imma praying hard. that i passed all my modules. oh please. changed blogskin. but i think i might change again. wahahahas. by the way. was supposed to repair my camera. and apparently my cousin took my camera. so i did not manage to send it for repair. was quite pissed as my motive of going out today is to send it for repair. i also did not buy my sleeping bag as planned. everything was changed. got my hair cut. watched movie, MALL COP! thumbs up, was laughing my ass off; arep was being such an ass by laughing so loudly. thats all for the day. there is so many things i want to buy, how? Thursday, March 19, 2009 @ 3/19/2009 01:30:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
it is funny how things twist and turn.some will benefit while others grief. and hopefully i will be the one who benefits. by the way. worked earlier on. when i am not even supposed to work. sighs. tomorrow i am going out with ADILAH. i went to buy a more comfy sleeping bag. and to repair my camera. there goes my hard-earned money. Sunday, March 15, 2009 @ 3/15/2009 01:43:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
okays.sunita named us the PCD. there are six of us in there. however, only 5 turned up to celebrate FAT's birthday. a little late, but never too late. it started from a mini treasure hunt, and ended up at PASTAMANIA. we ate, passed gifts, finished a whole tub of swensen's ice cream. and azimah came to join us.   in the mrt. initially we wanted to take from tampines straight to city hall. however, we rushed out from the train as the seats were divided. and we are unable to sit together. hilarious moment that we had.  we went to IT fair. omfg. hell lot of people. we were expriencing human jam. wth. i was holding to adilah's hand. and we managed to snake our way out. btw, i was pretty amazed by this guy. who was real but acted like a figurine. idk what is it called. but i was so engrossed that i grabbed 'supposedly FAT's hand'. but it turned out to be someone's else hand. i held onto 'that' hand for like at least 10 seconds. was so embarassed that i blushfully laughing at my sillyness. took shots at the toilet. many would do that.   reason we went to cathay cinneleisure. is TAKE NEOPRINTS. lalala~ always love taking. especially when all of us look pretty, and to mark that special day.  FAT did this for all of us. sweet nye. ((:  a wonderful day spent with PCD! cannot wait for our next meet-up. ((: you are always talking about your ex girlfriend. when will it be the time that its me that you'll be talking bout. trying hard not to mind, but... Thursday, March 12, 2009 @ 3/12/2009 12:09:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
OKAYS!I AM VERY ANGRY AND PISSED WITH SOMEONE! A BOY! you guys tell me. how can one guy lead two girls on? instead of breaking either one's fragile heart, he tore both apart! and it hasn't stop till now! but well, it takes two hands to clap. but the main culprit will be the ONE who initiated it! BLO_DY F_CKING ID_IOTIC SH_T! and he can only be the one to end all these. however, he is still happily playing his game. no more comments should be made thereafter. girl, be strong and firm, stop deluding yourself. ITS TIME FOR YOU TO WAKE UP, you got to make a stand. <3 Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 3/11/2009 12:58:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
       totally din have the mood to do anything at all. but yesterday went out with ADILAH. i am very tired from shopping and walking. omfg. received a e-mail of 4D gathering! oh yay! finally someone has initiated a gathering! cannot wait to meet the rest of them. it has been freakin 3 years! lalala~ later accompanying ADILAH love to her future workplace for interview. and she is SCARED. wth. hopefully she get the job! and i will head to work later. ((: Tuesday, March 10, 2009 @ 3/10/2009 09:28:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
HELLO everybody!i am so called back to blogging again. there is so many things that have happened. one which was so 'heart-wrenching'. okays. i have been going home super duper late. my days are either occupied at work/spending time with my friends. and shit happens! my mom wrote a letter to me... be prepared people. i will disclose it now. To Sally: Sally, Please read and think about it. I know you don't like to talk to me, but I still want to talk to you on writing. You know why? Because you are my lovely daughter. According to Ah Boh, nowadays you always come back home very late. May i know what happen to you? Any problem, you can talk to me. I will try to help you. Sally, you already grow up. I am sure what you can do and what you suppose not to do, not say we control you because in this world, most of the people are liars. We still have to take care of you. I know you got a lot of friends, and what I see you spend a lot of times on your friends. Your family you spend very little time, that is wrong you know, In your life, your family should come first, next friends. friends can last for how long, ten years? twenty years? ................. Your father, a lot of sickness, still happy go lucky. Cindy, also never take care of we all. Zhi Hong, still very childish, don't know right or wrong? Your mother (me) every time I think how to help you all: (Until today I realise that I am not a good mother, don't know how to teach you people. I felt very sorry)(All my fault) I hope you take care of yourself and spend a little time to your father and your brother. confessions of a mum's broken heart. mom, you'll never understand... 
Wednesday, February 25, 2009 @ 2/25/2009 04:16:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
gonna start study inawhile again.yesterday went to marc's house for steamboat. so much of him telling me his mum is crying. and ya, i went over. and true enough, his mum did missed me badly. after that went to meet AD and study at sengkang. went home quite late. and i did not managed to study a lot. and JUNADI and LINA is gonna have a BABY BOY. nai2 must be excited and overwhelmed. and iffah is gonna have a baby brother! thats all i have to say! bye! 1 paper down, 2 more to go! and you said, "you are falling in love with me even more." how true is that? Monday, February 23, 2009 @ 2/23/2009 06:05:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
i should not have be blogging at this time.and changed blogskin. but i am doing it. plans after exams are lining up. can't wait for exams to end! bye all. Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 2/20/2009 06:43:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
i have a friend.a very good friend; best in fact. but right now. she is facing problems. and somehow, whatever she do. right or wrong. i will still stand by her. she may be wrong, but she will be spared and forgiven. and i truly do LOVE her! when you feel dark, what would you do? where would you go? have you give a thought of it yet? welcome to my life... mugging for my upcoming exams. 24th, 26th and 27th. grrrrrrrrr. bye. Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 2/10/2009 04:11:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
its my last week studying in my poly life.everthing seems so fast. worked during the last weekends. so tired. and i never seem to have enough sleep. there was a BIG confession made to me yesterday. somehow i felt was intricated. was brave for the person though, risking our friendship. am going to karaoke later with the rest. kinda of wanting not to go. but nevermind laa. for that SOMEONE, i shall go. goodbye for now. Thursday, February 05, 2009 @ 2/05/2009 11:27:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
ish.my phone spoils. unable to talk, but still can message. once i repair this phone, i am gonna sell it. and buy a NEW phone. i can consider LG's ice-cream phone. yesterday went to visit peixi at SGH. me, ah boon, daien and vanessa. bought some kuehkueh for her parents. cos peixi is nil by mouth. the life of being a patient is dull and boring. but its quite sad seeing other patients that are in severe conditions. ): gonna update soon. loves. Sunday, February 01, 2009 @ 2/01/2009 07:36:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
sitting down infront of my labtop now.doing stuffs that is needed to be done. my mum wants me to go Australia and study, since i do not want to study in Singapore. AND i don't even want to study anymore. but i am left with no choice. i have to choose, and i am confused. what does it takes to be nice? if you are too nice, would people take advantage of you? but if you don't help them, would you be bad? the saying always go, it doesn't pay to be kind. how true is that then? however, when people needs my help, if it is within my limit, i'll help. my heart is like marshmallow. but i do believe in, do to others what you want others to do to you. so bear in mind, before you make any crucial decision. karma is what i believed in... Thursday, January 29, 2009 @ 1/29/2009 03:21:00 PM `°•.¸¸.•°`
i have consecutively skip school for two days.whoa! now i am in school doing projects. eariler on, i gave up my seat to an elderly. (: Chinese New Year has been normal this year. ANGPAOS coming in as usual. i haven even open all my ANGPAOs yet. shall wait when i have the time to. i am working alone later, with my manager. ): wish me luck. 
Thursday, January 22, 2009 @ 1/22/2009 11:28:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
okays.been missing for quite sometime. let it be a passing dark cloud. yesterday, went shopping for CNY clothes with daien. cannot stop laughing. when one of my friend mistook daien as my bf. and i laughed frantically. and told him, she's a girl. and he apologised! hahas. i bought a crocs for like $63.03, and a puma polo tee for $49. haven even buy my bottom yet. thanks DAIEN. after that went to watch love matters with kel. not a BAD movie afterall. took scrambie home, and i swear i was scared. shortly, bad things began happen. QUARRELS, i hate it. hell with it. on 19th January 2009. my dear friend turn 20! NURSYIDAH BINTE BUSROH!          Friday, January 16, 2009 @ 1/16/2009 12:18:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
***i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:42 PM: i hope itss not me i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:42 PM: i've been wanting to tell you this i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:42 PM: but i just can seem to find the right time i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:43 PM: cant0 i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:43 PM: cant* i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:43 PM: are u still there? ŋ υ я α . j says: yes ŋ υ я α . j says: tell me what ? i WiLL be LoVed says: i know who is r____ seeing i WiLL be LoVed says: that time when i ask u about him, i wanted to tell u i WiLL be LoVed says: but i was stupid not to tell u ŋ υ я α . j says: who ? i WiLL be LoVed says: i don know wether they are really seeing each other but they were close ah i WiLL be LoVed says: he and a_____ i WiLL be LoVed says: but i don know much about their affair, cos they know i talking to u then they like trying to keep it low from me i WiLL be LoVed says: i thought i was fine with it, but then they like want to know what we talk online i WiLL be LoVed says: i don like seh ŋ υ я α . j says: well tell a_____ r____ is attached . Good for her , congrates , just dont be heartbroken sudahh thats all i can say i WiLL be LoVed says: u mean r ____is attached right now? ŋ υ я α . j says: he is , i Got proof , you can ask my bf in person . fuck hell hes attached for almost 2 years now , when i'm attched to him , he's attach to the same girl . i WiLL be LoVed says: ouh really? ŋ υ я α . j says: you want proof , i can give now i WiLL be LoVed says: sial ah i don know seh i WiLL be LoVed says: a picture of both of them eh? ŋ υ я α . j says: yup , alot i WiLL be LoVed says: rabaknyer i WiLL be LoVed says: siape seh the gf? ŋ υ я α . j says: well pictures tell all fatt , i dont want to pecah lobang , if a_____ is clever enough she'll know . somehow im glad i that im out of his damn circle game i WiLL be LoVed says: ouh i WiLL be LoVed says:i know a_ is my best fren but i think i cant be bothered to tell her i WiLL be LoVed says: like what u said, a_____ is clever enuf ŋ υ я α . j says: WHY ? she your best friend i WiLL be LoVed says: nanti bilang,she will definitely ask r____ i WiLL be LoVed says: then r____ will blame u ŋ υ я α . j says: baGos lah tu i WiLL be LoVed says: i scared he go find u ŋ υ я α . j says: why would he blame me ? the truth is out there fatt , ad is just blind to see it , just like me when im with him ŋ υ я α . j says: so yeah , tell ad congrats from me & my bf , may they last as least a year . ŋ υ я α . j says: tanks for telling me fatt , you're brave to tell that to someone like me i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:56 PM: yeah i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:57 PM: i don want u to be angry with me for not telling u this and you get to know frm someone else about a_ and r____ with thier sort of affair i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:57 PM: takot jeorpadise our relationship i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:58 PM: but i did ask ad about me telling you about him and r____ i WiLL be LoVed sent 1/10/2009 12:58 PM: and she said she's ok with it ŋ υ я α . j says: nahh , im attached now , i Happy with my bf , why should i be bother bout them . i WiLL be LoVed says: but she told me they are still in the get to know stage i WiLL be LoVed says: i hope she find out soon ah ŋ υ я α . j says: whatever it is , Good luck ŋ υ я α . j says: she tu sape fatt ? i WiLL be LoVed says: but she(a_____) told me they are still in the get to know stage ŋ υ я α . j says: ohh ,i hope she find out soon ah > she is who ? i WiLL be LoVed says:fat tak paham- she is who? i WiLL be LoVed says: heheheh ŋ υ я α . j says: ler you making me confuse fatt syg i WiLL be LoVed says: hahak i also confuse i WiLL be LoVed says: together we confuse i WiLL be LoVed says: but i feel so muhc better i WiLL be LoVed says: dah let this out to u ŋ υ я α . j says: haha .ŋ υ я α . j says: nahh , even a_ is yr bf , i Got alot to say actually , but nah , i moved on , all i can say she Gonna get hurt real bad ŋ υ я α . j says: so yea tkcr i WiLL be LoVed says: i also dah macam malas nak tanya tanya bout him n her i WiLL be LoVed says: let her live her life*** okays. U better have a good explanation, or i will despise you. why must things end up this way. i have my own problems to settle. its more than enough. |
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