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Friday, August 31, 2007 @ 8/31/2007 11:41:00 AM `°•.¸¸.•°`
so many things happened these few days.
too sudden for everything.
HE passed away on 29th August 2007 at 10+am.
it was raining heavily and he self skidded.
died at the spot, no chance of survival at all.
i was the last to know.
everyone kept it from me.
i could not accept the fact at first.
no one else could.
he smsed me before going home from chalet.
the only regret i had was i did not reply to his message.
normally i would replied.
but this time, i did not.
i did not blame GOD for taking him away from us.
but why could GOD give us a few days or more.
just to spend with us.
yesterday was his funeral.
i went and cried.
it was hard to believe.
a lot of his friends and relatives was there.
no one was feeling good.
its a malay tradition that close people could sprinkle crushed flowers around him and see him for the last time.
i did not have the heart to do that.
and i saw him for the last time.
girls are not advised to go to the burial ground due to the weaker side of them.
its not good to cry during the burying.
i wanted to go, but i want to let him go in peace.
so i did not follow.
he is a good man after all.
never smoke, never drink, take good care of the family and me.
he is always there for me.
we talked every single night.
he taught me a lot of stuffs, but i refused to listen.
HE become part of my daily routine.
AND now its all gone.
everynight, i would still wait for his call and sms.
but i would never receive from that number.
when i thought i could love him wholeheartedly, he passed away.
life is really unpredictable.
so friends, do treasure each and everyone of them.
you never know when GOD is gonna take them with him.
[HE LOVED ME, so do i]


this song is dedicated my late ONE.
Avril Lavigne - Slipped away

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Nah nah la la la nah nah

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Nah nah, nah nah nah, nah nah I miss you



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